Friday, May 1, 2009

I can't believe its finally here....(free topic)

Yup....it's finally May 1st that means only a month left of school. I cant believe its finally over. Im so excited to graduate and get on with my life; to actually live life. For so long I have been stuck where Im at, not being able to move, being suffocated for so long. I am finally free. I love it! I cant wait to move back to Palmdale, to finally do something for myself and not feel guilty for it what so ever. It's gonna be an excited and busy first year. Good thing is that I am spending the summer with my dad which means beach trips with all my friends. That is one thing I never want to lose or forget; all the relationships that I have made throughout these 4 crazy years. I want to hold on to them forever. I will never forget the memories. All of them; good and bad. Things have been crazy and stressful, but above all, everything that has happened in these four years has made me grow into my own person. I have learned so much. I just cant believe its finally over. I still havent cried about it but I know that once its graduation night and I recieve my diploma and watch all my friends get theirs, I know that I will break down and cry hard; you know why, not because Im losing friends, not because I wont ever talk to them again, but because I will know in that moment that all my sacrifices, all my hard work, all my sweat and tears, it will all be worth it. GRADUATION BABY HERE I COME!!!!

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