Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Free Topic #16


Seriously, when will you just grow up. You've always been a really good kid. Well okay, mostly good. You've done your best to get good grades, you've listened to dad and Rose for the last four years telling you what you NEED to do and what is expected of you. You've done all of this and then more. But seriously Christina, when are you going to stick up for yourself. Times have changed, you're old enough to make your own choices. Isn't that what they told you when you wanted to move here; "The decision is yours!" Why are you taking this statement half-way? Grow the hell up, find yourself, be your own person, for Pete's sake. Yes you have Ashley. Yes you love her. But dangit, if you don't do this, do it for yourself, you will go around kicking yourself. always living in the Land of What If. You don't want to go there. The more you talk to people about your situation, the more they say you need to get out, get out on your own. Even people who barely know you say why are you staying behind, you have worked your ass off these last four years getting straight A's and you're gonna stay here. If you won't listen to all of these people Christina, at least listen to your heart. The thing that has gotten you through everything in this life. What is it telling you? Yup, that's right. It's time for Daddy's little girl to spread those wings and fly. The only way you're ever going to know if you will make it in this "big, bad world" is if you get out there and try for yourself. Come on, GROW UP! Get some balls and say what's on your mind, tell them how you feel. You're not breaking promises. You're bettering yourself so that you can keep the promises you've made. You need to be YOU! Go, get out, fly little birdie, FLY!

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