Free Topic #17

Okay do I really have to be a size zero to be a 10 in peoples 'Hot Book'; the stupid list that tells if your hot or not. I drives me nuts. Just when I feel like I'm falling back in love with the curves that I have, I get a stupid ass comment by someone that I kinda look up to. Okay tell me this, choir is based off vocal skills, right? That's what I thought too. But apparently not, cause I didn't get the duet piece that I wanted because I wouldn't look 'GOOD' standing next to the guy that got the male part of the duet. I understand that stage presense should be considered, however minamally. If it was drama I wouldn't even question it. I understand that you have to 'fit' the part not the other way around. If you don't fit the part then you don't get the part. THAT I understand. But with choir shouldn't it be based strictly on the ability of the singer to perform the piece? I don't understand why ,yet again, I'm not good enough for a certain piece of music that, personally, I kick ass at. But its whatever I guess. I'm not gonna change who I am for anyone but myself and his decision is a final one. I guess it turned out pretty good and I can't complain too much cause I got a whole song solo by myself. It just bugged me when this happened. I'm trying so hard to be myself, to love myself, and to just sing with passion. It's work so far, I just hope it continues.