Thursday, March 12, 2009

Free Topic #19




Its Time


Its time to heal

Its time to see

Stop justifying the problem

Its not about me


No more ashes

No more tears

Full of hatred

And no more fears


You gave me hope

Then snatched it away

You turned you back on me

While I just wished youd stay


The time has come

For me to stand

And not allow you

To defy who I am



I wrote this a couple of days ago. It was really quick and simple and kinda just came to me. Sometimes I feel as if I am letting other people defy who I am, who I see myself as, my self-worth so to speak. I realized that I cannot do that. What other people do, other peoples problems, they have nothing to do with me or how I should see myself. My self-worth is not defined by how others feel about me. Its MY SELF-worth. Its all about me, my attitude, my confidence. This is something that I have struggled with for a long time. I have never really felt super special, never really felt like anything I do matters. But even if it doesnt matter to others, it matters to me. How I see MYSELF should be more important then how other stupid people who barely know me see me. I am me. And no one is going to change that. You cant defy who I AM.

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