Ouch!

Ouch! the word describes it all. The pain I feel. This heartache held deep within. Life, or what is left of it, is not the same. Pain is all you see when you stare into my eyes. How did it get this bad? What did I do? What action made you so disappointed in me? I knew it was bound to happen. I had dreams of watching you walk away. You turned you back on me. I tried to make you proud, to see how much I loved you. Did you see? Did you understand? All I wanted was to be there. To want you to want me to. I wanted it all to last. What went wrong? It had to be a couple of things, not just that one call. Things just got so complicated, so broken, and no matter how many times I try to fix it, you want nothing to do with it. Its over, its done and all that I have left is this hole left where you used to stand. But I guess I would rather feel the pain the feel nothing at all. The pain makes me remember that you were real. Not just my imagination. You were real. We were real.

Here is a song that describes pain in a new light:

Pain- Three Days Grace

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand

This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing

Rather feel pain
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain