Seems like we are two different people; her and me. I have done so much growing, so much changing. Back then I was timid and shy, totally fearful that I wasnt going to make any friends. I remember the feelings like they were yesterday. Butterflies deep in my stomach, waiting for the first day of school. Now man, now I have so many friends, so much support. I still get butterflies in my stomach when I wake to go to school, but these are good ones, ones of excitement and not fear. I think my outlook on situations has changed as well. My look of myself and my worth have changed drastically as well. I no longer let people walk all over me, telling me what to do all the time, and how to do things. I also no longer put myself on the back burner. I care about myself just as much as I would care for someone else. What I want does matter and what I believe is best for me matters as well. Im no longer this little girl but have turned myself into a beautiful young woman. I still have lots of growing up to do and never expect to stop learning and growing, its a part of living, its what makes living worth while.
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