Sunday, April 26, 2009

Showing love!



I think the biggest moment in my life that showed me that my mom loves me and that my dad loves me in when my mom gave me up and let me go live with my dad, and when my dad took me in with such short notice. I rememeber that night clearly and how drugged out my mom was. I remember us pulling Ashley out the window just so she could escape the house. I remember calling my dad saying I needed to go and I needed to go then. I remember him getting to me in like 20-30 min when the drive normally takes 45-60 min. The memory is burned in my brain. But it also showed me that my mom was willing to sacrifice alot so that I was safe. She showed me that no matter how much it hurt her to see us leave and go live with my dad, that she would do anything to make us safe. That showed me how much she loved me then and when I look now it shows me how much she loves me still. Now she is letting me move back in with her to attend college out there. She is excited as I am. Just little things like hugs and unexpected I love you's show her love daily. I love ya Momma!

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